Truth #4 Rubber bands hurt like hell when they snap back at you
And I will stay up through the night, Let's be clear I won't close my eyes And I know I can survive. I walked through fire to save my life and I want it, I want my life so bad. Well I've got thick skin and an elastic heart. I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard cause I might snap when I move close and you won't see me. -Sia So this afternoon was spent crying in agony. Filling my empty room with wails of despair and questions of why. Why me. Why the hurt. Why all the undecided. Why is my heart being ripped from my chest and broken into shards of red glass. I have snapped. Officially pulled too far and I have come apart. I guess I came apart months ago most likely years ago but until today I found that I was just stretched, stretched so thin my veins transparent to the eye, blood flowing so fast with confusion trying to keep my heart pumping from the ache. I've snapped. Officially. My life is no longer what it was and I don't see it ever